1-7-2020- Notable mention-two days away from my mother's bday.
I would like to take a moment to thank God for keeping me around and I can't wait to find out what my purpose is... I suspect it's to be the best darn nana that i could possibly be.
Ive realized recently that there was so much more i wanted to know about my past from my mother but most importantly i realize how i fell short of getting to know her. I didn't learn the art of listening until close to her demise at the very young age of 63 (i was 41 soon to be 42)
I love to listen to god speak....he talks to us in many ways... the bible being just one. I firmly believe my gut feeling is god guding me but also ive taken a long time fostering a relationship so i can effectively listen and speak to him although he knows what's truly in your heart but why not have a loving relationship with a father that gave his only begotten son to die so that we can be free.
My relationship with my daughter is beauty personified. I feel both needed and wanted in her life and she actually hears the words i say. Its beautiful having and adult child truly value you. I thank god for giving me the wisdom of that ages so i have learned how to show value to everyone-friends, fiance and most of all my daughter. I would do anything at all possible for her.
I want to leave a legacy the best legacy i could leave is that of knowing jesus and living his way. That is the ultimate treasure.
Katelyn, Paul. Zach, Eli,Ollie, and Asher- i love you all with every fiber of my being and im going to do all i can to make as many memories as possible.
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